Gwyneth Paltrow is reportedly pondering overher decision of “consciously uncoupling” withChris Martin after 10 years of marriage.The Academy Award winning actress told Harper’sBazaar U.K. in an interview that there were timeswhen she thought about it that it would have beenbetter if they had stayed married, which was alwayswhat their children wanted, E! Online reported.The 42-year-old actress, who shares two children withthe Coldplay singer, asserted that it was painful, itwas difficult and they had made a lot of mistakes butshe was proud of them for working through so muchstuff together and not blaming and shaming.Paltrow and Martin wed in a secret ceremony at theSanta Barbara courthouse in 2003, when Gwynethwas several months pregnant with their eldest child,daughter Apple, who is now 10-years-old.